my life.. my heart.. my disguise..

blame it on me, blame it on me.
what could ever happen to me?
i'm trying to love myself while trying to love everyone.
i'm trying to be a robot with many things to do at once.
i'm trying to be as perfect as i can.

trying to please everyone, every single human being.
trying to stop doing mistakes over and over again.
trying to be happy all the times.
trying to be the love of his life.

but i can't. now i realized.
it wasn't me. wasn't me at all.
it was you and your thoughts.
i should be happy. that everything is over.
i should have just wait when the time comes.
i should have wait for my memories to be erased.
one by one..