the summary of my weekends *merdeka*avril*

*merdeka celebration*29th August*
the day was friday, 29th August when i and my band members (amer, hanif, umar, danial and najwan) performed for the merdeka day celebration in High School Klang. after about two weeks of practise, all the boys played guitar except for danial who was the vocalist. the song to be prented was warisan by allahyarham sudirman and standing in the eyes by ella. and guess the purpose of me on the stage sitting in the middle of the boys? jeng jeng jeeeng..

yup, i was a tambourine player. a professional-teacher-with-attitude tambourine player. too bad i haven't gotten the pictures of me performing on stage since the camera was Nad's. gotta steal from her later.

what's more worst was that, i accidetally, stupidly, idiotly deleted all the videos in my cam! what the hell??? what was i thinking? how can i get back the videos when i deleted through my own cam? god, what made me so stupid! that's the only valuable memories for in so far... the students told me that never in history a teacher would perform with students on stage (unlike my previous school. the teachers were sporting enough to participate in karaoke competition, this school.. nah)

demit. demmit demmit!!!
this is the only pic from my cam. sigh...

*avril, u rock!*29th august!*
hey ladies and gentlemen. for ages i requested for the dear donators to give me free Avril tix. but it seemed like no one understands me, no one loves me for didn't give me free tix. i think i'm a lil bit emotional right now. ok let's move on to my story. i bought the tix a day before the concert. i decided to go alone because my friends were so busy with their own life. (thank u yana and amal, u guys un-rock)

so i and my lovable, huggable, kissable, jokeable (?) dear boy friend to accompany me to buy the tix in Galaxy office in Mid Valley after school. since he didn't know much about Avril, i told her about my decision, which was, to go alone to the concert, but to let him to send me to the concert and to ask him again to pick me up after the concert has finished. that was an idea. a brilliant one, i think. he agreed. (i don't wanna let him follow cuz i'm afraid whether he'll be bored since didn't know Avril's songs)

when we almost entered the office, he suddenly changed his mind and decided to go too. i said, "it's okay, babe. u don't want and don't have to go, i know. u didn't even know Avril like i do". then he replied, "but i'm concern with your safety there. i don't want u to go alone. plus, i know Avril songs too... like Sk8er Boi, Complicated, What goes Around Comes Around..."

attention: WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND is not from Avril. It's Alicia Keys'... huh..

my crazy boyfriend finally bought the tix too. yey!!! i'm not alone!!! love yah! mwahx!

avril's rocking the stage!

babe showing avril posters n me after the concert

time 2 go home, bye bye avril

feel like killing someone today

i went to the class. smiling and smiling like always. it's monday. no one likes monday. unlike me, i like every single day. dgn smangat yg berkobar2, i went to the class. allrity students, where are your works? hand in to me your homework now, i said to them. spontaneously the students smiled back and pretended like i was talking to myself. hooo yeah, they haven't finished anything. can you believe it? nine days of holidays and they were entirely forgotten about the assignments. what's up with all the people in the world!!!

i always believe in karma. but i never thought that karma would treat me this bad. back when i was in primary and secondary, i sometimes did not do homeworks like them too. but i always scared of the teachers. that's why i often copied my friends' homeworks before the lesson start.

not wanting to be a typical teacher, i tend to pretend that i was cool with it.

teaching...
teaching...
boring...

8.50 a.m. bell rang..
out of the class...
disappointed...

but tried not to show too much emotion.

back to the staff room. sitting. surfing the internet. practice for merdeka celebration performance. bla, bla, bla...

the continuation of the same day..

when i arrived tiredly and 'unenergyly', along was there at the house. she asked me to follow her to parkson selayang mall to buy few things.

it's good that i followed since we both retreat ourselves with Sushi King (the one with sushis on the trail like a train.)

thank u along kerna blanje oni.

the tragedy at MAHA 2008.haha!

brand new pair of sunglasses

yep. after 7 boring days spending at home during holidays doing nothing (other than gamelan practices), my friends finally invited me to go somewhere, which is, MAHA 2008. so i told kaklang about it. i said, "hey tomorrow i and my friends are going to MAHA. what is MAHA eh?" my sis laughed and explained. now i know, it's about selling and testing good foods. yummy! i love foods. cp smsed me and planned to go early in the morning. the message from her was something like this,

"8.30 a.m. kene ade kat umah aku yeh. tanak pg lmbt sgt nnti jam. ramai org!" i thought, sombong nya. mcm la die tu bleh bgn. haha. so i replied and promised to be there as planned.

so, this morning, my mum prepared me a burger before i went to cp's house. deliciousss! then after a few moments of lagging, i took my things and got out of the house at 8.20 am. then i picked up afiq at his house. then we drove again to cp's house. then i parked in front of cp's. then guess what happened? yerp that's right! cp didn't even wake up yet. cp mmg camtu. after a few minutes of "pujuk", asked her to take a bath and bersiap2, she the finished everything at 930. we drove off to bangi to picked fatin pulak.

panas!!!

and then we arrived. the whether was pretty hot! like walking in the oven. (tibe2 terpk psl neraka plak. astaga. ape aku mrepek ni.) we then took the tram and went to the park. we bought sunglasses too! hot hot hot! the goats and cows smelt so unhealthy to my nose.

u smelly smelly cow!

(unhealthy means super stinky.) then we went to few stalls nearby. all of us, which are cp, afiq, fatin and me bought a hotdog! it was indescribably tasty! rugi kaklang tak ikot. hoho.

cp, oni and faten

we then ate everything that is sold there. three of us even ate lamb burger made by real lamb. although the burger dah sejok atas sebab yg tak diketahui, i still ate the lamb burger graciously. the burger cost me rm3.50.

lamb burger. yummy!

ok the last part of this story wasn't sound that good. feel like not talking about it. this is all because of that makcik who gave us wrong information (but my friends put the blame on me!!! demmit!!!! haha!) MAHA has two entrances. pintu 1 and pintu 2 are far from each other. we parked at pintu 2. however, when we were in tram (standing tiredly!), i knew that i should have not go down there as i was a little bit clueless but the makcik told us that this is pintu 2, the pitstop where we should go down. so without hesitation, i asked my friends to stop here. only when the tram has far left us, we suddenly realized that this is not the exact pit stop! can u imagine? we have to queue again, and not it's raining, and we had to berebut2 the tram mcm org gila. yikes!

p/s:- my dearest beloved friends are still blaming me on this. hate u.

never underestimate kaklang!

ok, just now i and kaklang and ekin went to selayang mall. we went there for one mission: fish spa!!! i have planned to do this long time ago. so memandangkan kaklang is having an off day, we were dying to go there! the price was incredibly cheaper than other places. only rm10 for 20 minutes or rm15 for 30 minutes. cheap aite? so sesampainya kami di sana, i felt so so super extremely geli! geli in english ape eh? whatever. ok back to my story, kaklang suddenly became a wonder woman. putting her two skinny dry skin feet in the cold cold water.

what about me? i really couldn't resist the geliness!!! really! i was shouting, screaming, laughing like hell. i didn't care about the nearest johnny's restaurant and kedai bata. all i did was laughing my throat out! i couldn't take it anymore! geli gile!!! ok, find the dissimilarity in this picture below:

look at kaklang. more fishies eating her feet than mine. what happened? the story goes like this. the fishies found it difficult to 'work' their asses out on mine as i moved my feet here and there. i cannot resist it. geli. geli. geli!!! but after about 10-15 minutes, i MANAGED to sit quietly without moving here and there. yea.. after that long period. THANK U GOD FOR GIVING ME COURAGE. semuga mendpt pahala memberi ikan2 itu mkn kaki aku.

p/s:- i'm not a chicken. the fishies thought i was their food. a snack maybe.

demam yg tiada kesudahannye.

ok 4 ur info, i have posted this same blog in myspace blogspot. however, i am not sure whether the blog pop out or not because of the long waiting neverending process (thanks to my internet connection yg lembab sgt2).

yup guess wat. i got fever again. again and again. sejak july smpai la august, i've been attacked by fever for 5 times. i think i wanna sign up for guinness book of record. the doc was surprised when she looked at her record in the pc. last time when she took my blood, the computer said my blood was infected by bacteria. when asked how did i get the bloody bacteria, the doc said i got it from the environment. chit! unhealthy klang! i knew it. anyway, at d clinic, the doc said this time i got d bacteria from my students. she said kids have many bacterias. thank u my fellow students.

but this time my fever sgt sgt la mnyakitkan. pertama, kesakitan bdn yg teramat sgt. my nose is like a pipe. mucus pipe. penuh dgn hingusan yg cair dan memerlukan jumlah kuantiti tissue yg sgt byk. i hate flu!!!!@!! demmit. and secondly, not just body, but i feel mentally hurt. tiba2 dlm kedemaman ini aku terasa amat sunyi. sunyi kalini bknlah mnyedihkan. sunyi ni terasa memedihkan lg mnyakitkan. adakah aku lemah? atau wanita mmg lemah? i dont think so. i have to put my ego higher than i can. i feel stupid. i feel like shouting. but no one listen. more stupid! fuck!

so cuti ni i have to makan all the pills. and the doc gave me a supply of vitamin for one whole month. and i hv 2 finish up antibiotics without fail slalunye aku dpt augmentin sekotak. but this time the pills are more besar dan keras! the name is co-amoxiclav. tp smlm aku dah skip. xmkn ubat lgsg. lantakla. malas la. haha.

didnt enjoy my holidays. slain dari pg gamelan, i went to makan2 with kaklang. thats it. nape xde sape ajak aku tgk muvi? ajak aku jln2? bende2 yg aku suke? nape ego sgt? i know ur heart is empty. its ok. i understand. blame it on me. haha. fuck. i hate this life.

cut me to bleed!
end it now.
tidak.
aku masih ade kewarasan.
dan keimanan.

saya bdk baru blajar. kalo slh tolon tunjokkan.

due to the lembabness of myspace blog, i have created my own blog using this blogspot.com. nothing much can i say. as u all know, i am a lazy person. to write a blog, a person needs an effort to do it. well as for me, not only effort, i didn't even have energy to write. so this is all about me. about me having the happiest moment in life, as well as the sadness. as for introduction, this is me, ain't no IT savvy, borrowed my angah's car for practicals, didn't have millennium type of handphone, living in a rented house with Fie and Adeb, 22 years of age, and wish to have a new comfy life. this is me ->