Tuesday, November 11, 2008

sesi soal jawab dgn sapetah

Are you cheating on someone right now?
if i'm with someone, that is not considered as cheating
.
Have you ever gone out with somebody just because you didn't want to be alone?
lately i did everything all by myself
.
Ever been so anxious or overwhelmed that it felt like you couldn't breathe?
hmmm.. tah.. xde kot
.
What's your favorite lollipop flavor?
lollypop.. like the candy lollypop or 'real' lollypop? haha!
.
Do you like to go to grocery shop?
nope. byk tikus. bau busuk. i'd rather go to jusco or selayang mall instead
.
What kind of mood are you in?
bengang
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Are your parents divorced?
alhamdulillah, still standing strong
.
What were you doing eight o'clock this morning?
still in bed. woke up at 8.30 a.m. dah lmbt gi keje! mandi! mkn! lari2 gi keje!
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Who is the last person you told a secret to?
aida... and chris. cuz he was there when i shared my secret
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Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
yes, yes, yes.
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What are you doing tomorrow?
morning-still in bed
afternoon-struggling my ass to work
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Do you know any songs that are older than you are?
sure i do
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Can you even walk in high heels?
my practicum months was the heels-training-months
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Do you like peanut M&M's?
i like daim better
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Do you like water parks?
it's my bikini moment. yup, lovin' it
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What was your last phone conversation about?
tanya kaklang coti hari ape
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When was the last time you were truly and completely happy with your life?
more than 11 days ago (can't remember the actual date, but more than 11 days ago i was totally satisfied with what i've done, now not anymore)
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Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
superbly coolest handwriting ever (yea,ryte)
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Are you a morning person or a night person?
any season, any time
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Are you a forgiving person?
i think i am. ntahla. i forgave ppl a lot. but i seldom received the person's forgiveness
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Anything bothering you now?
my mum. dia sruh aku basuh pinggan snyap2 sbb jiran tgh tdo. mane bleh. bila jiran bising boleh. ni bsoh pinggan pon nak kne snyap. igt library ape.

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
sec 17, shah alam, more than 11 days ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Do you prefer hot or cold weather?
i wish msia has snow
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Have you ever been on a horse?
when i was young. man horse? like it. haha!!!
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Do you get distracted easily?
yes! i hate being distracted. u know it.
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Do you have any strange phobias?
arachnophobia- afraid of spiders
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Do you hug people hello and goodbye?
i hug all of my girls and used to hug the person that i loved the most
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What's something that bothers you about girls?
they wear high heels with sluar bodoh (means sluar yoga bwh lutut yg kainnya ade lobang2, ni aku nmpk sorg akak ni pkai gi jusco. weirdo)
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How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
i seriously dont understand the question
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If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
if i can change my eye colour, it means i can change all of my breakouts n pimple all over my face and send them to other people's face, right?
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Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
never. bcus my eyes arent pretty, though
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Do you miss anyone?
ntahla.
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Would you go back in time to change something?
yes i need to have a time machine
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Will you be in a relationship in four months?
insyaallah
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Are you a cuddler?
i like to hug. i'm a cuddler. i'm a cuddle bear.
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Do you straighten your hair often?
never in my life. im considering myself to perm my hair all over
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Do you have a song with someone that fits your exact situation?
yes i do. i'm done by pussycat dolls
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Do you know when your father's birthday is?
of course i do.
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Is there a person of the opposite sex that means a lot to u?
ryte now? ntah.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

cp (ijan) vs oni (nuar)

oni lavigne: ko bg ape bday ijan?
sipi rowrr: aku nk kuar everytime mintak 10rm dari mak aku
sipi rowrr: hahahahah
sipi rowrr: ho aku beli kemeja n jaket
oni lavigne: wuiyo
sipi rowrr: patut beli jaket je skali x jumpa beli la kemeja
sipi rowrr: pastu the next week jumpa jaket
oni lavigne: wowwww
sipi rowrr: beli jgk la sbb aku mencik jaket putih dia tu
sipi rowrr: tu satu sem kumpul duit hilang begitu saja
sipi rowrr: waaa
oni lavigne: wuiyow
sipi rowrr: hahahaha
oni lavigne: brape hengget brand ape?
sipi rowrr: berkorban apa saja konon
sipi rowrr: jaket tu esprit
oni lavigne: wuiyo!
sipi rowrr: bape tah xingat
sipi rowrr: mahe la sbb aku miskin terus
oni lavigne: hahaha
sipi rowrr: 300 tolak singgit kot
sipi rowrr: NAK MATI
oni lavigne: anyway, bday nua 25 nov ni
sipi rowrr: hahahaha
sipi rowrr: ye ke
sipi rowrr: kau nk selebret katne
oni lavigne: any idea?
sipi rowrr: apa dia suka
sipi rowrr: apa benda kau x penah bagi lagi
oni lavigne: aku rancang, nak **********************
oni lavigne: yg ************** tu
sipi rowrr: kau mcm shaema la ni kumpul duit gak bday boifren
sipi rowrr: WAHH
sipi rowrr: ok gak tu
sipi rowrr: el exklusivo
sipi rowrr: hahaha
oni lavigne: ha ah!!
oni lavigne: rm*** per couple
sipi rowrr: uiyo!
sipi rowrr: hahah
sipi rowrr: lagi mahal dari tgif
sipi rowrr: DUH
sipi rowrr: hahaha
oni lavigne: yela cuba bygkan
sipi rowrr: dila penah pegi tanya la dia best x
oni lavigne: aku dah pnah adiahkan dia
oni lavigne: kasot
oni lavigne: wallet
oni lavigne: shirts
oni lavigne: ape lg
oni lavigne: hmm
sipi rowrr: ye la
oni lavigne: mcm lengkap dah sume
sipi rowrr: kau dah betaun ngan dia
sipi rowrr: suar dlm?
oni lavigne: suar dlm pon dah
oni lavigne: byk kali dah
sipi rowrr: hahaha
sipi rowrr: aku pon
sipi rowrr: eh
sipi rowrr: hahahaha
sipi rowrr: bukan kat nuar la tapi
sipi rowrr: hum
oni lavigne: hohoh
sipi rowrr: apa lagi
oni lavigne: wahahahah
oni lavigne: ape lg ek
oni lavigne: aku pon xde idea
sipi rowrr: aku rasa dinner ok gak
sipi rowrr: kau nk buat brg diy la
oni lavigne: tu pon dah
sipi rowrr: kau print gmbr buat artsy farty sikit dlm album
sipi rowrr: DAH?
oni lavigne: last year aku kasi die magazine yg pnoh dgn gmba ktorg
oni lavigne: handmade tau!!!
sipi rowrr: betul kau dah kehabisan idea ni
sipi rowrr: hahahahah
sipi rowrr: WUIYOOOOOOOOOO
oni lavigne: tu la psl!!!
sipi rowrr: gila bermaknaaaaaaaa
sipi rowrr: cun x
oni lavigne: cun!
sipi rowrr: tangkap gmbr x?
oni lavigne: dia syg sgt
oni lavigne: sbb its like a real magazine tau
sipi rowrr: aku angan2 la nk buat benda camtu tp pemalas
sipi rowrr: nak nengokkkkkk
oni lavigne: byk sgt gmbar n phrases
oni lavigne: dow!
oni lavigne: kat dei la gile
oni lavigne: die
oni lavigne: aku kan mmg rajen
oni lavigne: konon nk impress die tp gado gak
oni lavigne: memnjg gado
oni lavigne: hahahah
oni lavigne: elo elo?
sipi rowrr: wahhh
sipi rowrr: hebat la kau oni poney
sipi rowrr: hahaha
oni lavigne: aku mmg hebat
oni lavigne: wahahaha
sipi rowrr: padan la kau mmg dah xde idea terus
sipi rowrr: hahahahahha
oni lavigne: sume kad aku handmade
oni lavigne: perfume pon pnah kasi
sipi rowrr: apa je barang yg bole bagi
sipi rowrr: ha!
oni lavigne: kasih syg
sipi rowrr: xpun bawak dia pegi spa ke
oni lavigne: virginity pon xpnah kasi
sipi rowrr: HAHAAHAHAHAHAHA
oni lavigne: hahaha
sipi rowrr: ye kerrrrrrrr?
sipi rowrr: hahahahha
oni lavigne: btol la gile
oni lavigne: bkn mcm ko ngn ijan kan
oni lavigne: wahahahah
sipi rowrr: kau bwk pegi ***** tu lagi nk bagi hadiah yg xtau nak apa eh
sipi rowrr: cet!
sipi rowrr: hahahaha
sipi rowrr: aku ngan ijan suci dlm debu tau
sipi rowrr: hahaha
oni lavigne: hahahaah
oni lavigne: SGTLA!!!!
sipi rowrr: kiss kiss pn malu
sipi rowrr: awwwwwww!
oni lavigne: eleyh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sipi rowrr: hahahahahahaha
oni lavigne: sudahla!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sipi rowrr: haahhahaha

itinerary of the day

11.30a.m.
aku bgn tdo. bkak mata tros gi dapo bsoh kain. ibu abah xde. atok ade dlm bilik.

12.30p.m.
tgk melodi. tgk kisah abby ngn norman. patu mkn tghari ngn atok.

1.45p.m.
mndi2. siap. wangi2. gi keje.

2.15p.m.
msok keje. aida, chris ngn yee ade. sok staff baru lg sorg msok. michael namanye. kat tmpt keje tibe2 aku disuruh pg warehouse selasa neh. rabu lepas pon gi jgak. tp nape aku kene gi smpai 2 kali? kalo byr double, triple xpe gak. ni x. dahla blk naek taxi. nasib baek pakcik taxi tu baek. kalo nsib xbaek cemane? kalo dkat xpe gak. ni kat sgambot. pnat nak mampos. patu bile aku dpt tau yg xde sape nk anta aku gi warehouse, aku bngang la. aku diam kan je. patu aku buat keje aku. yg si chris boleh nak pujuk2 aku kata sorry sbb xde choice lain. mcm xmsok akal je tp aku kata it's ok. u can leave me alone. patu dia slow talk kat aku kata itu ini begitu bgini mcm2 la. ish bdk chris ni aku sekeh kpale tu kang. aku kata i'm ok i'm ok la. dlm pd chris tgh slow talk ngn aku, tiba-tiba...
"Kring kriiing"bunyik tepon.
aida pon angkat. setelah brape menet aida letak. n then dia ckp, "goood newwwwsss kenkwn! connie (iaitu supervisor aku) kata oni xperlu pg warehouse. its cancelled!!!" chris pon berlalu pergi. dlm ati chris msti die mnyesal nasehatkan aku mcm2. haha.

sjak aku keje, aku mmg jatoh cinta ngn pussycat dolls nye album, dolls domination. chris yg beli. best gile sume lagu dlm tu. rasa nak curik je. tp bedosa plak. patu stelah chris da bosan ngn cd tu, dia bli plak lg 1 cd, high school musical. what the hell. tepaksa jela aku dgr cd kanak2 neh.

dlm album tu ade satu lagu yg bleh thn jgakla. lyn jgak aku dgr. tajok die i wanna be with u kot. tp bile aida nyanyi, die tuka lagu tu jadik, i wanna work with you. wah teharu aku bile die kate die tujukan lagu ni utk aku. konon2 ktorg satu kpale. mmg pon. but the worst thing is, aida n the whole team doesnt even know yg aku keje smentara jek. diorg igt aku keje smpai bila2. diorg igt aku dah abes blaja, mmgla waktu intvw tu aku ckp aku da abes. walopon sbnrnye tnggl lg 1 sem. ish ish.. nak ckp nk benti keje nnti cemane la plak. ksian kat aida, tp tkot kat chris. mampos aku msti kene sumpah sranah. adooooooy.

10p.m.
joe, tunang aida ngn putra dtg td. joe bleh plak tgk prot aku. die kate, "cuba tgk prot oni" ches! nak kuros la camni. kuang asam pny joe! ni yg membuatkan smgt utk mngurus membara2 seperti lemak dibakar panggang steam. ape aku mrepek neh. nasib baek putra kasi aku mkn coklat cadbury td. tenang sket hati aku.

11p.m.
babay kat chris, aida, joe ngn putra. balik sma2 tp bpisah di tgh jalan. wah mcm puisi plak.

esok keje pg smpai mlm. 9.30 smpai 11. kan best kalo ade org menceriakan idop aku esok. amin. ok aku nak tdo. tatau nape aku still on laptop neh walopon kul 12.21a.m.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

kisah along.

ini kisah along. iaitu along aku. anak sulong daripada 5 beradik dan jarak umurnya dgn umur aku 11 thn. along ngn angah dah kawin. walopon xpnah seumo idop aku ade abang, tp aku dikurniakan 2 org abg ipar yg paling sempoy abes la. syukur alhamdulillah.

hasil percintaan dan perkahwinan, along dptla 2 anak yg sgt comel, cantik, ensem, cute, annoying dan irritating. anak yg 1st, ifan, 3 thn lebih. nina pulak sethn lebih. aku sgt geram kat bdk2 ni walopon aku tau diorg byk kali geram ngn aku yg asek nak ciom dorg smpai lemas.

along ngn abg kerol, iaitu suami dia a.k.a abg ipar aku ni berada di dlm tmpt keje yg sama, tp department lain2. abg kerol slalu travel outstation. merata malaysia, sabah, sarawak, korea, manatah lg aku xigt. so bila abg kerol outstation, along ngn anak2 dia msti ada kat cni kat umah aku ni. lepak2 borak2 mkn2 shopping2. tu psl la ktorg rapat. selalu aku gomol2 ngn anak2 dia yg kiut miut neh.

hermm.. nape aku tulis psl along? nape? ni sbbnye. bbrape mnggu lpas along dpt confirmation letter yg diorg husband n wife kene transfer kat sarawak. wat??? srawak??? what will gonna happen to along bila abg kerol outstation nnti? along nak gi mane? xkan along nak duk 3 branak je kat umah tu.

sedih la bila along call aku cite yg 1 jan 09 ni diorg kene register kat tmpt keje sarawak tu. so bln 12 ni dorg dah kene ade kat sana. aku xredi nak say bye bye to ifan ngn nina. sodih! sian along nnti xde kwn. tu yg paling aku risau. walopon aku agak hepi sket la bile aku ngn kaklang layak menduduki umah die kat coalfield tu nnti. hehehehe...

xpela along, oni doakan along sentiasa xbeseorangan bila kat sawak nnti. oni lev along, ifan, nina ngn abg kerol sgt2.

p/s:- i am totally not ready to send them to klia and say goodbye. i am afraid i will burst into tears tanpa dpt dicontrol... owh tidaaak~

ifan

nina

aku dan hari aku

walopon arini aku teramat nantok dan letih, setelah abes keje aku tros blk umah. arini aku keje morning so ptg tu aku dah free. sempat aku belikan 2 helai tshirts utk abah ngn ....

smpai2 jek kat umah aku bg abah baju baru yg teramat cantik skali di dunia ni. abah suke sgt. bkn ape, abah ni memilih sgt. ibu mmg benci kalo nak bli brg2 ngn die. kalo soping tu brape jam je abes kat hanya satu tmpat. habis masa utk memilih.. oww wait a minute, skang aku tau aku ikot jejak sape dlm hal2 bershopping.

patu bile ibu abah kuar, aku tgk tv.. baring dpan tv sambil brehat dlm keadaan yg amat selesa dan tenang dan aman dan damai. patu sedar2 jek kul 8.30 mlm. ade dlm beberapa menet kot aku tertido.. walopon tdo aku sgt kjap tp aku dpt la sket ketenangan..

patu aku bgn mcm seorg zombie aku tros pg dapo, sediakan pinggan, nasik, laok pauk yg ada, sediakan air, air basoh tgn, tarikkan krusi kuar drpd meja. patu aku gi bilik atok (formerly known as my own room), dan tros jerit dgn nada yg kuat, "atok, makaaaan!! makan tok, makaaan!!!" sambil membuat aksi tgn masok dlm mulut.

bukan ape, bkn sngaja aku carik gado ngn atok jerit2 kat dia, tp atok ni dah tua sgt. dah xboleh dgr dgn baik. jln pon pkai tonkat. by the way, nama die atok hasan, iaitu bapak kpd abah aku. dia asalnye perak tp 4 the time being dia duk cni. walopon dia tersgt tua iaitu 91 thn, kami sbg cucu cicit piot, berasa dia akan hidup lagi dan xde ciri2 saket tenat. mana tak nye, kakak atok aku meninggal umo 115 thn manakala bapa mereka iaitu moyang aku meninggal pd umo 109 thn. ish ish ish..

ok sesudah bg atok mkn, ibu abah pon balik.. aku pon ngajak ibu abah mkn. kiranya aku blnje ibu pnye bday la. kami memilih kdai steak yg bdekatan ngn umah aje. malas nk g jaoh2 memandangkan ari ni sgt pana walopon waktu mlm.

sesudah mkn, aku blk dan online. dan kesimpulannya adalah... arini aku byk menghappykan byk pihak, iaitu abah kerna dia dpt baju baru dari aku (mahal weh.. hehe), ibu plak dpt kekenyanggannya dlm prot, dan atok pon happy tatkala dia diberi mkn oleh aku.. dan last skali... webcam laptop aku rosakkk!!! cemane nak repair neh!!!!!!

Friday, November 7, 2008

perlukah aku teruskan walaupun tiada kesudahan..

ya Allah ya tuhanku, bagilah aku petunjuk..

aku

genap 2 bulan satu hari aku xtulis blog.. dah nape ngn aku.. buat sesuatu tp xde komitmen. sebab aku memang mcm ni. aku sgt letih skang ni.. sgt sgt letih smpai xde masa utk diri sendiri xde masa utk semua bende..

seperti biase, life so far..

*kaki aku terasa sgt sakit setiap hari bagai nak patah-patah

*aku telah membuat ramai kawan setakat ini tapi hati aku amat sedih krn kwn2 di shah alam aku lupakan seketika kerana mereka xde di depan mata

*aku amat bersalah stiap kali aku mkn dgn byk tp aku pedulik ape

*bila xde org kisah kan idup aku, hati aku dan hala tujuan aku, aku amat sedih tp.. perlukah aku sedih..

hidup mesti diteruskan.. itu kata-kata dia..