ugliest dream

i can't imagine myself dreaming abt him. why him? why must the person in that dream was that guy? it wasn't that gross but it was weird. the ugliest dream of my life. ugly and scary. in my workplace, we talked only for once. and it wasn't about something serious. after that, he never looked at me again, and we lead our own lives. but why him? i have to admit, the dream was fine though, but it's only a damned dream. when we met this morning, the same thing happened as usual. no exchanging of smiles, conversation, nothing. so i hate this dream. it sucks. and worst of all, kuchai@sangram was in that dream too!!!